you're not sorry

All this time I was wasting hoping you would come around
I’ve been giving out chances everytime and all you do is let me down
And its taking me this long but baby I figured you out
And you think it will be fine again but not this time around

You don’t have to call anymore
I won’t pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don’t want to hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you’re sorry
But I won’t believe you baby like I did before
You’re not sorry no more, no more, no

Lookin’ so innocent
I might believe you if I didn’t know
Could’a loved you all my life
If you hadn’t left me waiting in the cold
And you got your share of secrets
And I’m tired of being last to know
And now you’re asking me to listen
Cuz its worked each time before

But you don’t have to call anymore
I won’t pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don’t want to hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you’re sorry
But I don’t believe you baby like I did before
You’re not sorry no no no noo
You’re not sorry no no no noo

You had me calling for you honey
And it never would’ve gone away no
You use to shine so bright
But I watched our love it fade

So you don’t have to call anymore
I won’t pick up the phone
This is the last straw
There’s nothing left to beg for
And you can tell me that you’re sorry
But I won’t believe you baby like I did before

**Taylor's lyrics
are so powerful.
To me, at least.
Her songs help
a lot, too. That's
it for tonight. I
have school
tomorrow**

tell me why

I took a chance, I took a shot
and you might think I'm bulletproof, but I'm not
You took a swing, I took it hard
and down here from the ground I see who you are
I'm sick and tired of your attitude
I'm feeling like I don't know you
You tell me that you love then you cut me down
and I need you like a heartbeat
but you know you got a mean streak
makes me run for cover when you're around
and heres to you and you're temper
yes, I remember what you said last night
and I know that you see what you're doing to me
tell me why
You could write a book on how to ruin someones perfect day
well I get so confused and frustrated
forget what I'm trying to say, oh
I'm sick and tired of your reasons
I got no one to believe in
you tell me that you want me, then push me around
and I need you like a heartbeat
but you know you got a mean streak
makes me run for cover when you're around
and heres to you and you're temper
yes, I remember what you said last night
and I know that you see what you're doing to me
tell me why
Why do you have to make me feel small
so you can feel whole inside
why do you have to put down my dreams
so you're the only thing on my mind
I'm sick and tired of your attitude
I'm feeling like I don't know you
you tell me that you want me then you cut down
I'm sick and tired of your reasons
I got no one to believe in
you ask me to love you then you push me around
heres to you and you're temper
yes, I remember what you said last night
and I know that you see what you're doing to me
tell me why, why, tell me why
I take a step back, let you go
told you Im not bulletproof, now you know

itakeastepback&letyougo..

I told you I'm not bulletproof,
now you know..

♥

BEFORE SCHOOL: isawbrandon(: we talked for a few minutes.
happy, happy, happy day.sofaratleast..
LRC: our teacher was half an hour late..oiwonderwhy..XD
ENGLISH: we were reading and I finished Dreadlocks,
so now I'm reading this book called
"The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night" by Mark Haddon.
It's pretty interesting so far. I'm on page 50. :D
MATH: we did this super easy thing in math.
I finished the homework, so I talked to Ashley. xD
GYM: ohjeez. gym=suckish. my teacher was like
"OKAY, you have to be partners with someone..."
I was like "CECYYYYYYY.." and then she was like "OF THE OPPOSITE SEX!"
I was like "FUCK!" and then David was like *ZOOMZ TOWARDS ALLISON*
ughgod. I don't like David anymore. I dunno..I just..I..don't like him. He still
wants to go to turnabout. I don't want to go. He said "well, we could still eat
dinner afterwards." uhm, no. :/ he doesn't GET it! I feel so bad. After I told David I would go to turnabout I really didn't want to go. I didn't know what to say! I can't reject anyone. Not a guy.
I can't do that. I'd rather go to turnabout with Brandon... *sigh* TG
I talked to him today before school. that srsly made my day. :)
LSC: Nothing big. I just read my new book :D
LUNCH: I talked to one of the Miller sisters [they're both super-nice!]
& I made a new friend with one of them.
WEB DESIGN: we took a test! I failed it, probably. shit.
I'm getting an A in that class, so it shouldn't...go..down..that bad.
HOPEFULLY? D:
GLOBAL CONNECTIONS: stupid stuff. we took a quiz. I'm PRETTY freaking
sure I did a good job on it. I'll freaking CRY if I get a bad job on it. D:< BIOLOGY: it was great. I talked to my teacher afterwards.
I got an A on my test! WOOOOOO!

LISTENING TO: See You Again-Miley Cyrus (blah. I put it on my JUNO cd for no
fucking reason..XD)

PS: ofuck, I started singing. DAMN YOU MILEY! D:<

Mike Easterday

One of my new favorite
artists is Mike Easterday.
He's not that well known,

but I love him anyway.

Right now I'm listening to him cover Stupid Boy by Keith Urban.
I'm like in love with this version. I love all of his covers.
He even covered a few Taylor Swift songs.
Now I'm listening to him cover Should've Said No.

Stupid Boy Lyrics:
Well, she was precious like a flower
She grew wild, wild but innocent
A perfect prayer in a desperate hour
She was everything beautiful and different

Stupid boy, you can't fence that in
Stupid boy, it's like holding back the wind
she laid her heart and soul right in your hands
And you stole her every dream and you crushed her plans
She never even knew she had a choice and that's what happens
When the only voice she hears is telling her she can't
Stupid boy, stupid boy
Oh

So what made you think you could take a life
And just push it push it around
I guess you build yourself up so high
You had to take her and break her down

she laid her heart and soul right in your hands
And you stole her every dream and you crushed her plans
She never even knew she had a choice and that's what happens
When the only voice she hears is telling her she can't
You stupid boy

Oh, you always had to be right but now you've lost
The only thing that ever made you feel alive
Yeah, yeah

Well, she laid her heart and soul right in your hands
And you stole her every dream and you crushed her plans
Yes, ya did
She never even knew she had a choice and that's what happens
When the only voice she hears is telling her she can't
You stupid boy, oh, I'm the same old
Same old stupid boy

It took awhile for her to figure out she could run
But when she did, she was long gone
Long gone, long gone

Should've Said No lyrics:
It's strange to think the songs we used to sing
The smiles, the flowers, everything: is gone
Yesterday I found out about you
Even now just looking at you: feels wrong
You say that you'd take it all back, given one chance
It was a moment of weakness and you said yes...

[Chorus:]

You should've said no, you should've gone home
You should've thought twice before you let it all go
You should've know that word, bout what you did with her
Would get back to me...
And I should've been there, in the back of your mind
I shouldn't be asking myself why
You shouldn't be begging for forgiveness at my feet...
You should've said no, baby and you might still have me

You can see that I've been crying
And baby you know all the right things: to say
But do you honestly expect me to believe
We could ever be the same...
You say that the past is the past, you need one chance
It was a moment of weakness and you said yes...

[Repeat Chorus]

I can't resist... before you go, tell me this
Was it worth it...
Was she worth this...

No... no no no...

Okay, that's enough with the depressing songs.
Let's find another Mike Easterday cover. HAPPY COVER!

Rodney Atkins will work. :)

Cleaning This Gun Lyrics:
The Declaration of Independence
Think I could tell you that first sentence
But then I’m lost

I can't begin to count the theories
I've had pounded in my head
That I forgot

I don't remember all that Spanish
Or the Gettysburg address
But there is one speech from high school
I'll never forget

(Chorus)
Come on in boy sit on down
And tell me about yourself
So you like my daughter do you now?
Yeah we think she's something else
She's her daddy's girl
Her momma's world
She deserves respect
That’s what she'll get
Ain’t it son?
Hey y'all run along and have some fun
I'll see you when you get back
Bet I’ll be up all night
Still cleanin' this gun

Well now that I’m a father
I’m scared to death one day my daughter
Is gonna find
That teenage boy I used to be
That seems to have just one thing on his mind

She’s growin' up so fast
It won't be long before
I’ll have to put the fear of god into
Some kid at the door

(Chorus)
Come on in boy sit on down
And tell me about yourself
So you like my daughter do you now?
Yeah we think she's something else
She's her daddy's girl
Her momma's world
She deserves respect
That’s what she'll get
Now ain't it son?
Y’all go out and have some fun
I'll see you when you get back
Probably be up all night
Still cleanin' this gun

Now it's all for show
Ain’t nobody gonna get hurt
It’s just a daddy thing
And hey, believe me, man it works

(Chorus)
Come on in boy sit on down
And tell me about yourself
So you like my daughter do you now?
Yeah we think she's something else
She's her daddy's girl
Her momma's world
She deserves respect
That’s what she'll get
Now ain't it son?
Y’all run along and have a little fun
I'll see you when you get back
Probably be up all night
Still cleanin' this gun

Son, now y'all buckle up and have her back by te- let's say about nine...thirty.
Drive safe.

How about one more

HAPPY song? :D

Feel That Fire by Dierks Bently Lyrics
She wants her nails painted black
She wants the toy in the crackerjack
She wants to ride the bull at the rodeo

She wants to wear my shirt to bed
She wants to make every stray a pet
N' Drive around in my truck with no place to go

But she needs to feel that fire
The one that lets her know for sure
She's everything I want and more
Her real desire, Is to know I'd walk alone out on the wire
To make her feel that fire

She wants a cabin in the woods
She wants to stand where nobody stood
And someday she wants a couple kids of her own

She wants to make love on a train
And some days she only wants a break
Hey but she wants what she wants, but man I know I know I know

She needs to feel that fire
The one that lets her know for sure
She's everything I want and more
Her real desire, Is to know I'd walk alone out on the wire
To make her feel that fire
Yeah, feel that fire

So as long as there's a breath to take
A smile to share, a prayer to pray
A chance to hold her hand to fan the flame

She's gonna feel that fire
The one that lets her know for sure
She's everything I want and more
Her real desire, Is to know I'd walk alone out on the wire
Yeah, to make her feel that fire
Ohh feel that fire
She wants her nails painted black

She wants the toy in the crackerjack
She wants to ride the bull at the rodeo

forever&always

And I stare at the phone, he still hasn’t called

and then you feel so - low you - cant feel nothing at all
and you flashback to when he said
Forever and Always
Ohh oh, and it rains in your bedroom everything is wrong
it rains when youre here and it rains when you’re gone
cause I was there when you said
Forever and Always