I have no idea what I should put in this post

school's been out since the 3rd.
so.
um. hi?
:)

crushcrushcrushx3

yes, x3
cause this needs to be updated more. (:

LRC: Billy
ENGLISH: Roger
MATH: None
GYM: None
LSC: None
LUNCH: green jacket guy
WEB DESIGN: None
GLOBAL CONNECTIONS: None
BIOLOGY: Chris
OTHER: Will
:D

if you'd just realize what I just realized

that we'd be perfect for each
other & we'll never find another

LRC: not much.. um, I talked to Billy a little bit. xD
ENGLISH: stupid paragraph stuff. :[
MATH: some other easy thing.
GYM: I had to play with some person who hates me :x
LSC: read {catalyst}
LUNCH: almost didn't get to sit..
WEB DESIGN: right now. we got a free day
so I'm DISin' and..blogging. :D
GLOBAL CONNECTIONS: I'm gonna watch a movie
BIOLOGY: do some..flash card thing. funnnn.... >.>
LISTENING TO: lucky-jason mraz & colbie calliat
[ps: I might get to see Will after this] (:

'Cause she's bittersweet, she knocks me off of my feet

& I can't help myself
I don't want anyone else

I keep on forgetting about blogger. xD
ummmmm..let's see....
LRC: We had a sub.
ENGLISH: I fucking hate To Kill A Mockingbird. Umm..idk, I just..like don't like it. D=
MATH: We did some easy thing. I finished the hw. xD
GYM: we played pickleball. tg my partner wasn't the Jack look a like. it was the
otherrrrrr peer leader. some girl..with a very amazing last name.
listen to this. MCHALE! best fucking last name I've ever heard. ISWEAR. xD
LSC: we read
LUNCH: I thought was gonna suck. I got a seat today. surprisingly. :o
WEB DESIGN: sitting next to Robert makes me happy. xD
I was shocked. like one day he gave me a hug. XD
GLOBAL CONNECTIONS: lit circle day. nothing interesting.
BIOLOGY: I was talking to Delaney about prom. :D ummmm...hmm
BUT GUESS THE FUCK WHAT? Delaney told me Julia still flirts with Will! WTFFFF.
ugh. they like..already broke up. GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM WILL, JULIA. SRSLY. =[

BLOG TiTLE SONG: Just The Girl-The Click Five
LiSTENiNG TO: I'll Be-Edwin McCain.
wait. no.
How To Save A Life-The Fray. (:

o_O

woaaaah.
I haven't updated
in like..forever D:

BEORE LRC: IIIIIIIIIII SAAAAW JOEE. WOOOO. xD
LRC: umm. nm.
ENGLISH: I had to do my presentation about this Waco fire.
I think I did good. I hope... :/
MATH: we had a sub. I wasn't paying attention
at all. xDD
GYM: David wasn't here today.
*YAY* SO, my partner was
this one guy that reminds me a lot of Jack.
xD he's a senior..student..teacher..person. YA
w/e. we played pickleball. I suck.
BEFORE LSC: I SAW JOE. AGAINN.
(no, I ain't stalking the poor boy!) xD
LSC: funniest. thing. ever.
I was reading this book. first sentence:
"Mama, are you a virgin?"
OMGLOL. this is coming from a 11
year old. hahaha. I thought that was the best.
LUNCH: ummmm..nothing.
WEB DESIGN: computers are still down..xD
Robert and I were having fun with google earth.
(well, it didn't work, but he was talking to me by
taking the keyboard and typing it..)
"im bored...i want pizza..wait, no..i want soda" xD
GLOBAL CONNECTIONS: I get to read this one book
that I wanted to read.
BIOLOGY: I fucking hate bio. no explaining.
I just hate it. Not the class. The students.

the world has it's shine

but I would drop it
on a dime for you♥

you know what?
I actually think
things can work
out between Will
& I. Maybe. Just
maybe. If I'm
lucky enough.
(:

snowball.

why not take a crazy chance?
Snowball is a camp where you make
"friends." I made one friend,
and I haven't spoken to him since.
------------------------------
I hate/love snowball. When I think
of snowball, I think of my friend, Erich.
I don't think about all those other girls
at snowball. that were in my group.
The one memory I remember the most:
It was after we finished watching a skit
about friends departing and stuff.
We had to write a journal afterwards.
I wrote my true feelings about how
no one ever talks to me and how people
don't see what I'm really like. We had
to share them afterwards. My snowball
leader read all of them out loud. I wrote
"The part that got me the most was when the
friends started drifting away. I'm one of
those people that get drifted away from. Not
that many people talk to me at school. I just
sit there at school and watch people and
their friends talk and laugh. I'm actually
really fun to talk with. But nobody
really seems to notice that."
After he read that, I started crying.
Everyone just..stared at me.
No one said a word.
No one cared.
No one didn't even hug me,
like most people if it was
depressing or whatever, they'd
get a hug. or a sorry. something.
but nope. not me. I don't get anything.
at all. it was the most depressing part
of my entire snowball trip. that's all
I remember. there weren't that many
"good" parts to my trip. I wish I could go
back. I don't know why. Maybe next time
I can actually...I dunno, get a friend? :/