so pick your posion [part 2: 3/25/09]

& pour yourself
a glass, oh, oh
I, I, still feel
the same..I, I...

AFTER WEB DESIGN, BEFORE GLOBAL: I..didn't see Will. I thought
I would, but..I didn't. :/
GLOBAL CONNECTIONS: we talked about
Schindler's List. XD
BIOLOGY: I had to go to some other..room..IDK
but I checked there and like
that room didn't exist.. C323, but she meant
B232. I was late for bio. owellll. Delaney
wasn't there either...

these are the fast
tiiiiiiiiiiiiiimes, these are
the fast tiiiiiiiiiiiiiimes(:

:/

I shouldn't be on.
I'm in Web Design.

LRC: not much. Tim said he liked my hair though. O_O

ENGLISH: quiz.

MATH: worksheets.

GYM: catching.

LUNCH: sucked. I spent the entire time

crying in the bathroom. When I came back,
for a few minutes..I was standing there
at the table..but..no one saw me and cared.
so I just looked at green jacket guy for a sec
and then I went back into the bathroom.
Then I stared crying again.. =/

WEB DESIGN: right now..typing

this pathetic blog. and after that

I have to see Will. olord. D:

editt: I was doing this with people that COULD have been watching me,
so I couldn't be that specific. xD

the list..is life

♥

LRC: not much.
ENGLISH: we took a quiz and then LOCKDOWN
ohnozzzz. XD then we got to skip the quiz, yay. (:
but my bitch english teacher changed our seats. mine isn't
near Roger's anymore. =[
SCHINDLER'S LIST: I sat at Katie
and Paige's table while we ate. xD I SAW
WILL! [aka William #2] I SAW HIM WHILE I WAS
GETTING MY FOOD AND THEN I SAW HIM AFTER I
WAS GETTING MY FOOD! AND..AND..WE WERE
SITTING IN THE SAME ROW (but he was on the right hand side,
and I was on the left..) so I was staring at him a lot. :D

okay, so, uhm..about that movie...it's not great. I didn't like it.
too much killings. hangings. lots of shootings.. =[

PS: I figured out Will/William2 has a fb. I added him. =D

'cause I'm living in fast forward

hillbilly rockstar
outta control :]

LRC: hmmmm..not much. :x
Tim was like.. "I love
everyone here....except
Allison and Billy. they're heartless."
psh. we'll be heartless together
*rolleyes* XD
ENGLISH: we were in the library,
but I saw Roger walk to the classroom
so I followed him and I told him that
we weren't in the classroom.
[I KNOW. CAN YOU FUCKIN BELIEVE IT?
I ACTUALLY TALKED TO HIM! xD]
Me: "I think we're in the library today.."
Roger: "I don't know.."
Me: "I'm gonna go check the door. Yeah, it says library."
Roger: " 'kay."
I'M SO PROUD OF MYSELF. =D
MATH: half the people weren't here.
I couldn't find my homework. I KNOW
THAT I DID IT. I SWEAR..ugh. whatever.
GYM: we did push up & sit up testing.
David tried talking to me afterwards. :x
I got a "exceeds" for sit ups & a "average"
for push ups. xD
LSC: we read. I got a new book called
someone like you by Sarah Dessen.
It's pretty good so far. =D
LUNCH: half the people weren't there, either.
[they were watching Schindler's list]
but green jacket guy wasn't. he was still
there. he kept on staring at me. I couldn't
eat cause of it. (I hate it when people
stare at me while I eat..even though I do
the same thing. xDD)
WEB DESIGN: lesson stuff.
AFTER WEB DESIGN BUT BEFORE GLOBAL: I. saw. WILLIAM! =D
[he's this one guy who had a crush on me who reminds me of William
Beckett..I was in the nurse's office cause I got hit in the face with a basketball
yeahhh..don't ask :x but my mom said that he went to my mom's register
one day and asked her if I was okay. I was like "awww"]
GLOBAL CONNECTIONS: oholyfck. quiz. FAILLLLED IIIIIT.
BIOLOGY: Delaney and I were like so hyper. xD
We were singing the waffle song. Again. =D
HOMEWORK: math.
LISTENING TO: nothing. :O
SONG STUCK IN MY HEAD: trouble-nevershoutnever!

we'll write a song that turns out the lights...

when both boy and girl start
suddenly shaking inside♥

LRC: my lrc teacher wasn't here today. aw.
ENGLISH: we...read. and talked about the book.
MATH: we did target make-ups.. (for like things
we didn't get, we got an extra chance to get a better
grade for it..) I didn't get enough time to finish it
so I was gonna finish it in LSC.
GYM: I did that hoops for heart thing! (:
a lot of people did, actually. haha. I suckkk
at basketball, though. I was in Katie's,
Paige's, and Tyler's little "group" (I always
wanted to be in their group. idk, they seem like
a good group..and I know all of them well
except for Tyler..but their 'leader' hates me
for some reason. :/ I wanted to join
their relay for life group but ALEX is going
to be there and I don't think she wants me
to be there. :(
LSC: I was working on my make-up..thing. yeah. boring. =[
LUNCH: holyfuckingshit. I just saw my WORST FUCKING NIGHTMARE.
today. at lunch. D:< I WAS WALKING TO MY USUAL TABLE, YOU KNOW,
WHERE I GET IGNORED AND STUFF! AND..HOLYFUCK! HI SHAWN
WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU IN MY AREA BY MY LUNCH TABLE GETTING
FOOD? SHOULDN"T YOU BE CUTTING YOURSELF? I saw him and I was like
"OFUCK!" terrible. I almost threw up, too...
[maybe I really am like Melinda.. >.>]
WEB DESIGN: free day.
GLOBAL CONNECTIONS: finishing that reading packet.
Grant read it though, so it was really easy. just listening. XD
BIOLOGY: some-creepy/scary/fucked-up bio teacher
was here today. I hate her. stupid lazy/should be retired sub!
Delaney and I wrote on Mirik's bell ringer. She wrote
"DO YA LIKE WAFFLES?
DO YA LIKE PANCAKES?
DO YA LIKE FRENCH TOAST?"
I was like "WAIT! YOU DIDN'T FINISH THE SONGGGGG, DELANEYYYYYYY!"
SO. I wrote:
"YA WE LIKE WAFFLES!
YA WE LIKE PANCAKES!
YA WE LIKE FRENCH TOAST!
DODODO. CAN"T WAIT TO GET A MOUTHFUL!"
Mirik was like "What the fuck did you do to my bellringer?!?!"
I was like "Nothinggg. DELANEY AND I WROTE. THE BEST SONG. EVER.
ON YOUR PAPER!"
He was like "YEAH BUT MY PARENTS ARE GONNA BE LIKE 'what the fuckkk?!
french toast? wtffffffffffff' " I was like "YOUR PROBLEM. NOT MINE"
:D

And truth be told I miss you...

And truth be told I'm lying!

BEFORE SCHOOL: Tegan and I were
just walking in..NO BIG DEAL.
AND THEN. BAM! OHAI ROGER. XD
I almost walked into some other person
cause I was too busy staring at him. :D
LRC: I did comprehension stuff!
and the teacher was saying about
how "good" I am. xD [SECOND
TIME SO FAR..] =O
ENGLISH: read night. it's a good book.
but the cover scares me. [hangings]
MATH: we took a test. I did kinda good on it! :)
GYM: LAST. DAY. OF. SWIMMING.
*yay* xDD my teacher knows I'm not gonna
make up the rest of the days though. owell. idgaf.
Dan: "so..dude..it's the last day of swimming."
Me: "YEAH! I KNOW! I'M SO HAPPY!"
Dan: "I'm so happy, too, dude, you know
I'm doing that basketball thing. PLUS! I get
EXTRA CREDIT!"
Me: "Yeah, and I'm not making up those other
days from last week...so..maybe it'll help"
Teacher: *glares at me*
"You're not making those up?"
Me: "Uhm..no.."
Teacher: *looks at me as if I spoke a forgein language* :|
Dan: "hahaha niceee"
Me: "damnn.. owelll.." xD
LSC: I read night.
LUNCH: I figured..that..you know..green jacket guy
would be eating lunch at the Mustang Grill [the place
that's like right where we sit at..] BUT NO. he got
food at the other side. and omg. I was walking and
I almost walked RIGHT into him. I was like "OSHIT" O_O
WEB DESIGN: project stuffff. I finished it though. :]
GLOBAL CONNECTIONS: we had to read this big packet
but I listened to Grant read it. [so did half the other class!]
BIOLOGY: we got our tests back. B. :)
♫
When you see my face, hope it gives

you hell, hope it gives you hell.

:o

I keep on forgetting about this!

BEFORE SCHOOL: late start. Tegan
came over and then we both went to
Al's house and hung out there. then we
went to school, but then they ditched
me. we met up with Delaney, too
(on accident, though..xD)
LRC: not much.
ENGLISH: we read. we're reading night. some holocaust book. great! =[
MATH: easy stuff. :D
BEFORE GYM: I was walking and then BAM!! GREEN JACKET GUY.
LESS THAN FIVE FEET AWAY FROM ME. O_O scared the shit outta me. XD
GYM: we had to do this packet. DAVID kept on talking to me.
omfg. leave me the fuck alone David. I HATE YOU. SRSLY! UGHGOD!
but, I made a new friend named Dan! he showed me his old school
picture. he had loooooong hair. (HE LOOKED HOT, TOO! but now..
it's just like..ehh..hahaha. I didn't tell him that though) XD
LSC: /rant I read night.
LUNCH: I was staring at green jacket guy a lot annnnnnnnd..he was looking at me, too :o
BEFORE WEB DESIGN: I saw a guy with a jacket that looked like Brandon
but it wasn't him. so I was sad. and then someone said my name. I turned around.
OFUCKHAIBRANDON! he was like RIGHTINMYFUCKINGFACE. and we talked
for a few minutes. IT WAS NICE. XD
WEB DESIGN: ehh..project. stuff.
GLOBAL CONNECTIONS: teacher wasn't there. WOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!
BIOLOGY: packet thingy. xD
HOMEWORK: english & math.
LISTENING TO: young-Kenny Chesney

I forgot about my blog for a few days

:o

yesterday I went to plato's closet with Tegan.
afterwards we went to cici's pizza. I was soo
cold afterwards though. I bought three shirts
at plato's closet, though! :D two of them were $5
and another one was only $3! I was like :o I really
wanted shoes, but I couldn't find any that were my
size..or anything that I liked. I was sooo hot afterwards
though. omg. and then I took a shower, then I was really
cold. :( I feel fine now, but I have a headache. D: I took some
aleve, but it doesn't really help that much. at. all.
LISTENING TO: Vacation-Simple Plan
[bad times with this song. really bad]

crushcrushcrushx2

version TWO
of crushcrushcrush

LRC: William
ENGLISH: Roger
MATH: uhhmmmm..mayybeeeee..Nick..maaaaaaaybe..XD
GYM: I can't remember his fucking name. It starts with a R...XD RILEY!
that's it. (:
LSC: none!
LUNCH: green jacket guy. xD
WEB DESIGN: Ryan (ithinkhe'sgaythough..hisvoice...hesoundsgayyy)
GLOBAL CONNECTIONS: Grant (FRED LOOK A LIKE!)
BIOLOGY: Chris
OTHER: Brandon, and Joe..xD

PS: my bio teachers now knows I like Chris
isn't that lovely? :[
[she saw me staring at him & she was like looking at me all like "awww" crapp]
PPS: Which can't be bad cuz like..my english teacher knows I like Roger
so she always puts my seat by his. ALWAYS. =D

run baby run, don't ever look back

they'll tear us apart if
you give them the chance

LRC: we checked our grades. I'm passing everything. :D
my teacher gave me a high five and so did Tim. XD
ENGLISH: I already finished the clique book so I had
to like read that over and over for the rest of the period.
MATH: OMG!! IT'S PI DAY! 3.14..WHATEVER THE
OTHER FUCKING NUMBERS ARE. HOLY SHIT!
..I don't care about pi day, and it's actually tomorrow.
but I won a pie and this uhh..resse's peanut butter cup. :D
GYM: we had to tread water. and omg. I was actually
able to do it with a life jacket. YAY ME!! *CLAPS*
LSC: we did this journal...
LUNCH: green jacket guy, did you die?!?! I MISS YOU. :(
WEB DESIGN: I had to present my website. I think I did
a pretty good job on it. at least I hope so. ocrap. I should
check my grades pretty soon..XD
GLOBAL CONNECTIONS: went off topic for 20 minutes.
but then we got lots of homework. fucking teacher! D:<
BIOLOGY: we did some packet thing...again..yeah. I finished
it and I finished my global in there, too. so haha. pwned. (:
HOMEWORK: none!
LISTENING TO: heartland-celtic thunder

don't sell your heart,
don't say "we're not meant to be"
run baby run
forever will be, you & me

swing, swing, from the tangles of...

my heart is
crushed by
a former love

LRC: William came back! :] yayayayayayayay. xD
ENGLISH: we took a test. it wasn't thaaat hard.
MATH: another test. I did..KINDA good on it? :D
GYM: we did this fun thing in gym. yes, we are
still swimming. we have these things where like
we have these objects and we have to get all of
our members on it. I had to ride a noodle. ohya,
how cool. lmfao. I had a life jacket on though, so
I was fun. we won the game, too. this one guy
rolled off my back. omg it was so terrible! but
Megan was in my group, so it was fun! haha
LSC: I worked on my english hw. the end of class
comes and then some random teacher came in.
she was like "wow, that's a lot of students." I
was still packing and he was like.. "Yes, but I like
this one the most" *points to me* "She always
does her homework, she gets good grades, she's
a hard worker, never causes any trouble" I was like.. ":D?" xD
LUNCH: no green jacket guy. come backkkk.
I miss staring at you during lunch! there's no
one else to stare atttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt! XD
WEB DESIGN: last day to finish our website. already finished it.
GLOBAL CONNECTIONS: some really really really big packet.
BIOLOGY: some fun lab..thing..yeah..test on tuesday.
HOMEWORK: english. biology.
LISTENING TO: Gives You Hell-The All American Rejects

can you help me find
a way to carry on again?

broken hearts & a lie

You said you’d be here for me forever,
But I guess that was just a lie.
Where are you now?
You’re out there loving someone else,
And that hurts. I know, that I should
Move on, and I will, but I am just confused.
One day we’re fine, and the next day
You tell me that you don’t love me anymore.
How do you think I feel?
You know what it feels like to be
Alone, you know that you were my
Entire world, so what do you do?
You break my heart in a thousand
Of pieces, and watch me suffer from all
The pain. You said that you didn’t want to
Hurt me. Oh, really? Why did you break
My heart? I’ll find someone new.
I will, someday, and I bet that he’ll be
Better than you. Because you were right,
You don’t deserve me. You don’t deserve him.
You don’t deserve anyone.

I just wrote this out of anger..
I dunno..I just needed to vent
out my feelings..and I did. >.>

no one's gonna stay inside [part 2: 3/11/09]

so we're
just

singing

GLOBAL CONNECTIONS: we took a test.
BORINGG. I sucked at it.. blahh :(
BIOLOGY: shitload of hw. seriously.
1. huge packet
2. online thing
3. this other review worksheet

LISTENING TO: We've Got A Big Mess On Our Hands Tonight-TAI...

hold your head high heavy heart,

so take a chance,
& make it big cause
it's the last you'll
ever get.

LRC: no William. depressing. :(

ENGLISH: the alchemist sucked. we have a test on it tomorrow.
MATH: hard stuff. I ALMOST finished the hw. almost.

GYM: basketball. swimming. yay. >.>

LSC: I got help with math...

LUNCH: stared at green jacket guy. he's around my height. :D

WEB DESIGN: blogging and typing this?
GLOBAL CONNECTIONS: we have a test. *WATCHES

SELF FAIL TEST* I'm barellly passing it anyway

but it'll pwn..with my new cobra buddy. XD

BIOLOGY: no clue what we're doing in there..

LISTENING TO: The Phrase That Pays-The Academy Is...

great song. :D

part two?

I didn't get to finish lunch!

LUNCH: so..eating..yeah..blahblahblah..staring at
green jacket guy..and then he looked back once. I was like "OSHIT" XD
WEB DESIGN: blogged? (:
GLOBAL CONNECTIONS: not much...some..packet..thingy
we have a test tomorrow. fun, right?! ohya, I made a new
cobra friend. Her name is Danielle. :D
BIOLOGY: we got to use a discussion board.
so much fun. =D

PS: we had daylight's savings time.. 'kay?
and then my dad didn't switch them, so
my mom didn't pick me up for school,
so I had to walk home. in the rain. my
shoes and my entire outfit was like soaked!

part one?

HAHAHAHA.
I'm at school.
Blogger isn't blocked. (:

LRC: I had to go to speech..xD
I read Invasion Of The Boy Snatchers though.

ENGLISH: reading..uh..we're

finishing the alchemist tomorrow.

MATH: lots of hw. I finished some of it.

GYM: swimming. joy!

LSC: I worked on my math hw

LUNCH: stared at green jacket guy

WEB DESIGN: class I'm in right now

typing this blog. :D

cobrah cam

came back for a few minutes. XD
I got my SIGNED cobra shirt, today.
I'M SO EXCITED! :D I'm wearing it
to school tomorrow. PLUS, NEW
FACEBOOK PICTURE. WOO! (:

don't forget

Did you forget
That I was even alive
Did you forget
Everything we ever had
Did you forget
Did you forget
About me

Did you regret
Ever standing by my side
Did you forget
What we were feeling inside
Now I'm left to forget
About us

But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it

So now I guess
This is where we have to stand
Did you regret
Ever holding my hand
Never again
Please don't forget
Don't forget

We had it all
We were just about to fall
Even more in love
Than we were before
I won't forget
I won't forget
About us

But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it

Somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it
At all

And at last
All the pictures have been burned
And all the past
Is just a lesson that we've learned
I won't forget
I won't forget us

But somewhere we went wrong
Our love is like a song
But you won't sing along
You've forgotten
About us

**okay, so I lied.
I forgot about this
song and I wanted it
on here before I forgot
about it**

you're not sorry

All this time I was wasting hoping you would come around
I’ve been giving out chances everytime and all you do is let me down
And its taking me this long but baby I figured you out
And you think it will be fine again but not this time around

You don’t have to call anymore
I won’t pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don’t want to hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you’re sorry
But I won’t believe you baby like I did before
You’re not sorry no more, no more, no

Lookin’ so innocent
I might believe you if I didn’t know
Could’a loved you all my life
If you hadn’t left me waiting in the cold
And you got your share of secrets
And I’m tired of being last to know
And now you’re asking me to listen
Cuz its worked each time before

But you don’t have to call anymore
I won’t pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don’t want to hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you’re sorry
But I don’t believe you baby like I did before
You’re not sorry no no no noo
You’re not sorry no no no noo

You had me calling for you honey
And it never would’ve gone away no
You use to shine so bright
But I watched our love it fade

So you don’t have to call anymore
I won’t pick up the phone
This is the last straw
There’s nothing left to beg for
And you can tell me that you’re sorry
But I won’t believe you baby like I did before

**Taylor's lyrics
are so powerful.
To me, at least.
Her songs help
a lot, too. That's
it for tonight. I
have school
tomorrow**

no reins

She left that loser in a dust cloud
Heart in his hand, chin on the ground
Cried her last tear for that clown
She can see a little clearer now
She said, "Oh, oh, I gotta go and find me"
Oh, oh she found the strength to break free

CHORUS
Like a painted wild mustang
Flyin' out across the open range
Finally gets to live her life that way
No fear, no fences, nobody - no reins

No reins no reins

All she's ever felt is held back
She says, "It's kinda nice to hear myself laugh"
She's gonna do a lot more of that
She's makin' plans and makin' tracks
She said, "Oh, oh I gotta go and find me"
Oh, oh she found the strength to break free

Repeat Chorus

Oh-oh she's learnin' how to let go
Oh-oh which ever way the wind blows
Oh-oh she's learnin' how to let go (learnin' how to let go)

Repeat Chorus
No reins

**this song should help.
it helped me in the past..
with a few people..
thank you rascal flatts**

don't think I don't think about it

I left out in a cloud of taillights and dust
Swore I wasn't coming back, said I'd had enough
Saw you in the rear view standing, fading from my life
But I wasn't turnin' 'round
No not this time

But don't think I don't think about it
Don't think I don't have regrets
Don't think it don't get to me
Between the work and the hurt and the whiskey
Don't think I don't wonder 'bout
Could've been, should've been all worked out
I know what I felt, and I know what I said
But don't think I don't think about it

When we make choices, we gotta live with them
Heard you found a real good man and you married him
I wonder if sometimes I cross your mind
Where would we be today
If I never drove that car away?

Don't think I don't think about it
Don't think I don't have regrets
Don't think it don't get to me
Between the work and the hurt and the whiskey
Don't think I don't wonder 'bout
Could've been, should've been all worked out
Yeah I know what I felt, and I know what I said
But don't think I don't think about it
Don't think I don't think about it

Don't think I don't think about it
Don't think I don't have regrets
Don't think you don't get to me
Between the work and the hurt and the whiskey
Don't think I don't wonder 'bout
Could've been, should've been all worked out
I know what I felt, and I know what I said
But don't think I don't think about it, no no

Don't think I don't
Don't think I don't

I guess I always knew..

..that I always had the
strength to make it through

LRC: we checked our grades. I'm doing fine...
it was so funny. I was walking back to my seat
and I ACCIDENTLY-isweartogod..accidently-STEPPED
ON TIM'S SHOE. AND HE FUCKIN SPAZZZZZZZZZZZED.
hahaha. and then William had baby pictures. I was looking
at them. HE WAS SUCH A CUTE LITTLE BABY!! AWWWW
ENGLISH: we got our paragraphs back. I got an A on it! :D
I finished the Curious Incident Of The Dog In The Night-Time.
Now I'm reading the next Clique book. [Invasion Of The Boy Snatchers]
MATH: review sheet. homework. I finished it.
GYM: I watched everyone play games. David STILL tries
to fucking talk to me. leave me the fuck alone, David.
LSC: we had to write a journal.
LUNCH: ohmyfreakinggod. it's warm today. so I wasn't
wearing my North Face. and...green jacket guy wasn't wearing
his green jacket. he was wearing some black shirt. I was trying
to see what was on it, but I couldn't.. xD
[i'mgonnabepissedifhe'sanothershawn...]
WEB DESIGN: I almost finished my web site. =D
GLOBAL CONNECTIONS: uhh..not much. xD
Grant [thisonehotguythatremindsmeoffred]: "I SWEAR TO GOD!"
Noah [thisoneguythatremindsmeofthepennynoah] "You shouldn't swear to God"
Maddie [myfriendfromenglish] "YEAH. YOU TELL HIM NOAH. SINCE YOU'RE
LIKE...HOLY AND ALL"
Grant: "What?"
Maddie: "He's like..NOAH. HE'S LIKE..A GOD!"
Grant: *laughs hysterically*
Noah: "oh yeah, Maddie..I haven't heard that
one before.. At least you didn't mention
NOAH'S ARK!"
Me: *laughs*
BIOLOGY: biology was fun. Delaney and I were annoying
the shit out of Mirik.

Delaney: "DO YA LIKE WAFFLES?"
Me: "YA WE LIKE WAFFLES!"
Delaney: "DO YA LIKE PANCAKES?"
Me: "YA WE LIKE PANCAKES!"
Delaney: "DO YA LIKE FRENCH TOAST?"
Me: "YA WE LIKE FRENCH TOAST!"
Delaney and I: "DODODO. CAN'T WAIT TO GET A MOUTHFUL!
WAFFLES! WAFFLES! DODODODO. CAN'T WAIT TO GET A MOUTHFUL!"
Mirik: "wtf...you two are soooo weird.."
<15>
Delaney: "DO YA LIKE WAFFLES? YA WE LIKE WAFFLES.
DO YA LIKE PANCAKES? YA WE LIKE PANCAKES!"
me: *laughs hysterically* hahaha. xD

HOMEWORK: english.
LISTENING TO: the waffle song. duh.
PS: I'm leaving for MO on Saturday. I'm coming back on Monday.
So I won't be on..how sad, I know. :(

If you thought I would leap into your arms everytime I would see your face

Then maybe you, you
should've tried harder..

BEFORE LRC/LRC: I had to go to the nurse's office
so I can get my pass to not swim for gym.
They said I had to call my mom, so I did.
She didn't answer back, so I called again.
This time she answered. soooo..she agreed
and then I got the pass. I wasted 20 of 50
minutes because it took so long. UGH. I come
back and then my teacher was like "OHAI"
and then I gave him the pass. I told him I
was in the Global resource and he was like
"That's fine, just tell me before you go"
ENGLISH: uhh. not much.
MATH: test. bomed it. owell. xD
GYM: I watched them play a game. fun, right?!
I talked to this one guy. He was like "GIRL,
YOU'RE STILL NOT SWIMMIN'? I TOLD YOU
TO AT LEAST GET CHANGED SO YOU CAN GET
SOME POINTS. YOU KEEP ON GETTIN' ZEROS!"
I was like "Hey, you want blood in the pool?" XD
he was like "WOAH. NONONONONO. YOU DIDN'T
HAVE TO PUT IT THATTT WAY!" and this other guy
was like "WHATTT?" I was like "NOTHING!" XD
LSC: I read my book. I'm close to finishing it. :]
LUNCH: ehh...green jacket guy was there? and I soo
wasn't staring at him. XD
WEB DESIGN: I'm finishing up my website..
GLOBAL CONNECTIONS: lecture. fun.
BIOLOGY: some packet..watch videos..
write down answers...yeah..fun

HOMEWORK: english. global.
LISTENING TO: Should've Tried Harder-Hey Monday
(oh, I forgot to mention..thanks to Sam, I like Hey Monday, now, too) :D

here comes goodbye

I can hear the truck tires coming up the gravel road
And its not like her to drive that slow, nothings on the radio
Footsteps on the front porch, I hear my doorbell
She usually comes right in, now I can tell


Here comes goodbye, here comes the last time
Here comes the start of every sleepless night
The first of every tear Im gonna cry
Here comes the pain, Here comes me wishing things had never change
And she was right here in my arms tonight, but here comes goodbye

I can hear her say I love you like it was yesterday
And I can see it written on her face that she had never felt this way
One day I thought Id see her with her daddy by her side
And violins would play here comes the bride


Here comes goodbye, here comes the last time
Here comes the start of every sleepless night
The first of every tear Im gonna cry
Here comes the pain, Here comes me wishing things had never change
And she was right here in my arms tonight, but here comes goodbye


Why does it have to go from good to gone?
Before the lights turn on, yeah and youre left alone
All alone, but here comes goodbye

Oh-oh-oh-oh


Here comes goodbye, here comes the last time
Here comes the start of every sleepless night
The first of every tear Im gonna cry
Here comes the pain, Here comes me wishing things had never change
And she was right here in my arms tonight, but here comes goodbye

help me remember

I know that you're leavin'
As soon as the sun
Comes through the window
There's no talking this over
The damage is done
There's just too much hurt
Too much to forgive
Oh, but we both know
We were'nt always like this

[CHORUS]
Help me remember
The way that we used to be
When nothin' else mattered
"cause you were lovin' me
Just for the night, one last time
One more good memory
When I look back
That's what I wanna see

Oh, help me remember

Those days that were so good
Those nights that we held
Held on forever
When we weren't pretenders
We were as real as we felt
Oh, I don't want to fight anymore
Don't want the last thing I hear tonight
To be a slammin' door
Baby, let it be like before

[Repeat Chorus]

This could be the last time
I look in your eyes

Help me remember
The way that it used to be
When nothin' else mattered
'Cause you were lovin' me
Oh, help me remember
Oh, help me, help me
Oh, oh, oh, oh-

[FADE]

hot n cold

You change your mind
Like a girl changes clothes
Yeah, you PMS like a bitch
I would know

And you always think
Always speak cryptically
I should know
That you're no good for me

'Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up

You, you don't really wanna stay, no
You, but you don't really wanna go, oh

'Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down

We used to be just like twins, so in sync
The same energy now's a dead battery
Used to laugh 'bout nothing
Now you're plain boring
I should know
That you're not gonna change

'Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up

You, you don't really wanna stay, no
You, but you don't really wanna go, oh

You're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down

Someone call the doctor
Got a case of a love bipolar
Stuck on a rollercoaster
Can't get off this ride

You change your mind
Like a girl changes clothes

'Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up

'Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up

You, you don't really wanna stay, no
You, but you don't really wanna go, oh

You're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down, down, down, down...

evenwhenwe'remiles&milesapart

You're still holding all of my heart
I promise it will never be dark
I know..we're inseparable

LRC: skipped. no. really. I was doing something for global in another room. XD
ENGLISH: boring shit..I need to read.. blahh :(
MATH: easy stuff...tomorrow we have a test. great.
GYM: we have swimming. I have my period. I can't swim. D: <
LSC: nothing. peer..stuff..yeahidunno. >.>
LUNCH: I was staring at green jacket guy :]
WEB DESIGN: we have to create our own website. fun. XD
GLOBAL CONNECTONS: packets..again.
BIOLOGY: uhh..not much

widowpictures

MODEL! oh. I'd lovvvvvvvvvve to see that! :D

aww damn. the image won't pop up.
it's funny.
"What are you looking at?!" XD

widow

from the tv show dog eat dog

he's pretty FUCKING amazing!
I love him!
:D

widow'smynewemoboyfriend
:]

welcometothenewadministration!

I'm talking to Jess
from the TB &
we might meet
up at WDW.
:D

Plus,
we're
playing
WDW
simulation
games.