this is the moment that we will come alive

brace yourself for love,

ever had one of those days where you just KNOW
that today is gonna be a good day? well, today
was one of those days. :D
LRC: Billy gave me a piece of gum! (:
ENGLISH: research.
MATH: some other easy thing. :D
oh and I told Ashley about Jack, too. xD
GYM: some crab game. idk. D:
LSC: homework. read.
LUNCH: I talked to Paige.
WEB DESIGN: my computer for web design
got a virus. oh noz. so I had to sit by some
other random kid. XD
AFTER WEB DESIGN, BEFORE GLOBAL: I knew..I just..KNEW
in my heart that I was going to see Will today. and I did..he walked
past me today. he got a haircuttttt. it's messed up now. *sigh* so sad.
GLOBAL CONNECTIONS: it was interesting.
we talked about propaganda and Hitler Youth.
it was pretty cool. :D plus, I talked A LOT today.
BIOLOGY: we did this bigg packet the entire time. o_o
DELANEY WAS BACK, THOUGH! my bestest bio buddy. (:
LISTENING TO: Secret Valentine-We the Kings (duh)

sweet love, secret love♥

the list..is life

♥

LRC: not much.
ENGLISH: we took a quiz and then LOCKDOWN
ohnozzzz. XD then we got to skip the quiz, yay. (:
but my bitch english teacher changed our seats. mine isn't
near Roger's anymore. =[
SCHINDLER'S LIST: I sat at Katie
and Paige's table while we ate. xD I SAW
WILL! [aka William #2] I SAW HIM WHILE I WAS
GETTING MY FOOD AND THEN I SAW HIM AFTER I
WAS GETTING MY FOOD! AND..AND..WE WERE
SITTING IN THE SAME ROW (but he was on the right hand side,
and I was on the left..) so I was staring at him a lot. :D

okay, so, uhm..about that movie...it's not great. I didn't like it.
too much killings. hangings. lots of shootings.. =[

PS: I figured out Will/William2 has a fb. I added him. =D

we'll write a song that turns out the lights...

when both boy and girl start
suddenly shaking inside♥

LRC: my lrc teacher wasn't here today. aw.
ENGLISH: we...read. and talked about the book.
MATH: we did target make-ups.. (for like things
we didn't get, we got an extra chance to get a better
grade for it..) I didn't get enough time to finish it
so I was gonna finish it in LSC.
GYM: I did that hoops for heart thing! (:
a lot of people did, actually. haha. I suckkk
at basketball, though. I was in Katie's,
Paige's, and Tyler's little "group" (I always
wanted to be in their group. idk, they seem like
a good group..and I know all of them well
except for Tyler..but their 'leader' hates me
for some reason. :/ I wanted to join
their relay for life group but ALEX is going
to be there and I don't think she wants me
to be there. :(
LSC: I was working on my make-up..thing. yeah. boring. =[
LUNCH: holyfuckingshit. I just saw my WORST FUCKING NIGHTMARE.
today. at lunch. D:< I WAS WALKING TO MY USUAL TABLE, YOU KNOW,
WHERE I GET IGNORED AND STUFF! AND..HOLYFUCK! HI SHAWN
WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU IN MY AREA BY MY LUNCH TABLE GETTING
FOOD? SHOULDN"T YOU BE CUTTING YOURSELF? I saw him and I was like
"OFUCK!" terrible. I almost threw up, too...
[maybe I really am like Melinda.. >.>]
WEB DESIGN: free day.
GLOBAL CONNECTIONS: finishing that reading packet.
Grant read it though, so it was really easy. just listening. XD
BIOLOGY: some-creepy/scary/fucked-up bio teacher
was here today. I hate her. stupid lazy/should be retired sub!
Delaney and I wrote on Mirik's bell ringer. She wrote
"DO YA LIKE WAFFLES?
DO YA LIKE PANCAKES?
DO YA LIKE FRENCH TOAST?"
I was like "WAIT! YOU DIDN'T FINISH THE SONGGGGG, DELANEYYYYYYY!"
SO. I wrote:
"YA WE LIKE WAFFLES!
YA WE LIKE PANCAKES!
YA WE LIKE FRENCH TOAST!
DODODO. CAN"T WAIT TO GET A MOUTHFUL!"
Mirik was like "What the fuck did you do to my bellringer?!?!"
I was like "Nothinggg. DELANEY AND I WROTE. THE BEST SONG. EVER.
ON YOUR PAPER!"
He was like "YEAH BUT MY PARENTS ARE GONNA BE LIKE 'what the fuckkk?!
french toast? wtffffffffffff' " I was like "YOUR PROBLEM. NOT MINE"
:D

alliwannadoisbewithyou,bewithyou

There's nothing we can't do,
just wanna be with you, only you

♥[Matt Prokop]♥

LRC: we had a SUB. omg, so many damn subs!
:( Tim talked to me though. and William said
HI to me. :D :D :D :D :D (ya, I know, I'm that
stupid) XD
ENGLISH: we wrote a paragraph about what stops dreams.
I wrote about discouragement. In the middle of class some hot
emo guy came walking in..and he was staring at me and smiled. He sat
right behind me, too. :D :D :D
BEFORE MATH: I was walking to Math..and I saw this one guy.
I don't know his name. We don't have any classes together.
We have lunch, but that doesn't count. I call him green-jacket guy.
He always wears a green jacket. He looks like a William..but I
think every long-haired guy is a William. [William Beckett♥]
MATH: stupid 50 problem double sided worksheet.
GYM: I took the LONG way to avoid David. This is first day
on Operation: Ignore David..or OID for short. xD He's super
annoying though. blah. Cecy and I were talking about our crushes-a
guy asked her to turnabout, too..she said yes. BUT he already bought tickets.
David didn't even bother to BUY tickets..soyah.
Cecy: "I know what you're feeling though."
Me: "What do you mean?"
Cecy: "Jesus [PROUNCED HAY-ZEUS THOUGH, FYI] is being all weird.
Like he's ALWAYS around me. I think both of 'our' guys are
2 words: Obsessed and Clingy."
Me: "I'm kinda clingy, too.."
Cecy: "Not you! I mean HIMMMM"
Me: "I know. He is..I mean, I want space. I don't even like him anymore."
Cecy: "Yeah, I can see why. Have you told him.."
Me: "NO! I can't!"
Cecy: "You HAVE to. If you don't wanna go, that is."
Me: "I know. I will."
--
We were playing some stupid soccer game. D:< I went on another team
opposite from David's. I think he likes this other loudmouth girl. TG.
PLEASEMOVEON,DAVID! srsly. I'd be soo happy if he did. I don't
want a relationship. My parents won't let me date anyway..not at my age.
LSC: I finished my math..and some of my english [we're reading the alchemist]
LUNCH: I talked to Paige again, today. :D
WEB DESIGN: we finished chapter5. one more chapter and we're done
with Adobe dreamweaver..and I need to think of a website idea.
[ANY IDEAS?!]
GLOBAL CONNECTIONS: sucked. social contract. blahblahblah. D:
It went up from a 63 to a 65 though. Yay? xD
BIOLOGY: HOLYSHIT. we had this really crazy sub. OMG. I hate her.
She's so stupid! D= she saw me and waved at me. I was like *HIDES*
Delaney and I had fun messing with Mirik's stuff. whatever..I can't spell his name!
hahaha. Delaney and I got his #! It was in his assignment notebook. xD
HOMEWORK: english. I'll do it in lrc. XD
LISTENING TO: A Night To Remember-HSM3 Soundtrack

itakeastepback&letyougo..

I told you I'm not bulletproof,
now you know..

♥

BEFORE SCHOOL: isawbrandon(: we talked for a few minutes.
happy, happy, happy day.sofaratleast..
LRC: our teacher was half an hour late..oiwonderwhy..XD
ENGLISH: we were reading and I finished Dreadlocks,
so now I'm reading this book called
"The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night" by Mark Haddon.
It's pretty interesting so far. I'm on page 50. :D
MATH: we did this super easy thing in math.
I finished the homework, so I talked to Ashley. xD
GYM: ohjeez. gym=suckish. my teacher was like
"OKAY, you have to be partners with someone..."
I was like "CECYYYYYYY.." and then she was like "OF THE OPPOSITE SEX!"
I was like "FUCK!" and then David was like *ZOOMZ TOWARDS ALLISON*
ughgod. I don't like David anymore. I dunno..I just..I..don't like him. He still
wants to go to turnabout. I don't want to go. He said "well, we could still eat
dinner afterwards." uhm, no. :/ he doesn't GET it! I feel so bad. After I told David I would go to turnabout I really didn't want to go. I didn't know what to say! I can't reject anyone. Not a guy.
I can't do that. I'd rather go to turnabout with Brandon... *sigh* TG
I talked to him today before school. that srsly made my day. :)
LSC: Nothing big. I just read my new book :D
LUNCH: I talked to one of the Miller sisters [they're both super-nice!]
& I made a new friend with one of them.
WEB DESIGN: we took a test! I failed it, probably. shit.
I'm getting an A in that class, so it shouldn't...go..down..that bad.
HOPEFULLY? D:
GLOBAL CONNECTIONS: stupid stuff. we took a quiz. I'm PRETTY freaking
sure I did a good job on it. I'll freaking CRY if I get a bad job on it. D:< BIOLOGY: it was great. I talked to my teacher afterwards.
I got an A on my test! WOOOOOO!

LISTENING TO: See You Again-Miley Cyrus (blah. I put it on my JUNO cd for no
fucking reason..XD)

PS: ofuck, I started singing. DAMN YOU MILEY! D:<