o_O

woaaaah.
I haven't updated
in like..forever D:

BEORE LRC: IIIIIIIIIII SAAAAW JOEE. WOOOO. xD
LRC: umm. nm.
ENGLISH: I had to do my presentation about this Waco fire.
I think I did good. I hope... :/
MATH: we had a sub. I wasn't paying attention
at all. xDD
GYM: David wasn't here today.
*YAY* SO, my partner was
this one guy that reminds me a lot of Jack.
xD he's a senior..student..teacher..person. YA
w/e. we played pickleball. I suck.
BEFORE LSC: I SAW JOE. AGAINN.
(no, I ain't stalking the poor boy!) xD
LSC: funniest. thing. ever.
I was reading this book. first sentence:
"Mama, are you a virgin?"
OMGLOL. this is coming from a 11
year old. hahaha. I thought that was the best.
LUNCH: ummmm..nothing.
WEB DESIGN: computers are still down..xD
Robert and I were having fun with google earth.
(well, it didn't work, but he was talking to me by
taking the keyboard and typing it..)
"im bored...i want pizza..wait, no..i want soda" xD
GLOBAL CONNECTIONS: I get to read this one book
that I wanted to read.
BIOLOGY: I fucking hate bio. no explaining.
I just hate it. Not the class. The students.

the world has it's shine

but I would drop it
on a dime for you♥

you know what?
I actually think
things can work
out between Will
& I. Maybe. Just
maybe. If I'm
lucky enough.
(:

snowball.

why not take a crazy chance?
Snowball is a camp where you make
"friends." I made one friend,
and I haven't spoken to him since.
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I hate/love snowball. When I think
of snowball, I think of my friend, Erich.
I don't think about all those other girls
at snowball. that were in my group.
The one memory I remember the most:
It was after we finished watching a skit
about friends departing and stuff.
We had to write a journal afterwards.
I wrote my true feelings about how
no one ever talks to me and how people
don't see what I'm really like. We had
to share them afterwards. My snowball
leader read all of them out loud. I wrote
"The part that got me the most was when the
friends started drifting away. I'm one of
those people that get drifted away from. Not
that many people talk to me at school. I just
sit there at school and watch people and
their friends talk and laugh. I'm actually
really fun to talk with. But nobody
really seems to notice that."
After he read that, I started crying.
Everyone just..stared at me.
No one said a word.
No one cared.
No one didn't even hug me,
like most people if it was
depressing or whatever, they'd
get a hug. or a sorry. something.
but nope. not me. I don't get anything.
at all. it was the most depressing part
of my entire snowball trip. that's all
I remember. there weren't that many
"good" parts to my trip. I wish I could go
back. I don't know why. Maybe next time
I can actually...I dunno, get a friend? :/

this is the moment that we will come alive

brace yourself for love,

ever had one of those days where you just KNOW
that today is gonna be a good day? well, today
was one of those days. :D
LRC: Billy gave me a piece of gum! (:
ENGLISH: research.
MATH: some other easy thing. :D
oh and I told Ashley about Jack, too. xD
GYM: some crab game. idk. D:
LSC: homework. read.
LUNCH: I talked to Paige.
WEB DESIGN: my computer for web design
got a virus. oh noz. so I had to sit by some
other random kid. XD
AFTER WEB DESIGN, BEFORE GLOBAL: I knew..I just..KNEW
in my heart that I was going to see Will today. and I did..he walked
past me today. he got a haircuttttt. it's messed up now. *sigh* so sad.
GLOBAL CONNECTIONS: it was interesting.
we talked about propaganda and Hitler Youth.
it was pretty cool. :D plus, I talked A LOT today.
BIOLOGY: we did this bigg packet the entire time. o_o
DELANEY WAS BACK, THOUGH! my bestest bio buddy. (:
LISTENING TO: Secret Valentine-We the Kings (duh)

sweet love, secret love♥

cause I'd die for you

on skyway avenue♥

BEFORE SCHOOL: *spazzattack* I. SAW.
JOEEEEEEEEEEE. omgomgomg. but David was
theretooo..like later on by his locker.. ew.... =[
LRC: stupid sub. D:
ENGLISH: I made Roger happy by trading topics for a project. (:
MATH: uhh..easy stuff, actually.. =D
GYM: we had to walk 3000 steps. or run. whatever
you have to do to get to 3000 steps. oh & David still likes me
I think. omg. he asked me what I was doing this weekend.
D: eww I. hate. him. so. fucking. much. D:<< LSC: read.
LUNCH: uhm. not much? XD
WEB DESIGN: We..did project builders & I finished BOTH of them.
GLOBAL CONNECTIONS: New seat! :D in the fronnnnnnnnt. WOOOO
BIOLOGY: no Delaney. very very sad... =[
LISTENING TO: Hot N Cold-Katy Perry
PS: I'm talking to Will & Jack now. pwned. XD