'cause I'm living in fast forward

hillbilly rockstar
outta control :]

LRC: hmmmm..not much. :x
Tim was like.. "I love
everyone here....except
Allison and Billy. they're heartless."
psh. we'll be heartless together
*rolleyes* XD
ENGLISH: we were in the library,
but I saw Roger walk to the classroom
so I followed him and I told him that
we weren't in the classroom.
[I KNOW. CAN YOU FUCKIN BELIEVE IT?
I ACTUALLY TALKED TO HIM! xD]
Me: "I think we're in the library today.."
Roger: "I don't know.."
Me: "I'm gonna go check the door. Yeah, it says library."
Roger: " 'kay."
I'M SO PROUD OF MYSELF. =D
MATH: half the people weren't here.
I couldn't find my homework. I KNOW
THAT I DID IT. I SWEAR..ugh. whatever.
GYM: we did push up & sit up testing.
David tried talking to me afterwards. :x
I got a "exceeds" for sit ups & a "average"
for push ups. xD
LSC: we read. I got a new book called
someone like you by Sarah Dessen.
It's pretty good so far. =D
LUNCH: half the people weren't there, either.
[they were watching Schindler's list]
but green jacket guy wasn't. he was still
there. he kept on staring at me. I couldn't
eat cause of it. (I hate it when people
stare at me while I eat..even though I do
the same thing. xDD)
WEB DESIGN: lesson stuff.
AFTER WEB DESIGN BUT BEFORE GLOBAL: I. saw. WILLIAM! =D
[he's this one guy who had a crush on me who reminds me of William
Beckett..I was in the nurse's office cause I got hit in the face with a basketball
yeahhh..don't ask :x but my mom said that he went to my mom's register
one day and asked her if I was okay. I was like "awww"]
GLOBAL CONNECTIONS: oholyfck. quiz. FAILLLLED IIIIIT.
BIOLOGY: Delaney and I were like so hyper. xD
We were singing the waffle song. Again. =D
HOMEWORK: math.
LISTENING TO: nothing. :O
SONG STUCK IN MY HEAD: trouble-nevershoutnever!

crushcrushcrushx2

version TWO
of crushcrushcrush

LRC: William
ENGLISH: Roger
MATH: uhhmmmm..mayybeeeee..Nick..maaaaaaaybe..XD
GYM: I can't remember his fucking name. It starts with a R...XD RILEY!
that's it. (:
LSC: none!
LUNCH: green jacket guy. xD
WEB DESIGN: Ryan (ithinkhe'sgaythough..hisvoice...hesoundsgayyy)
GLOBAL CONNECTIONS: Grant (FRED LOOK A LIKE!)
BIOLOGY: Chris
OTHER: Brandon, and Joe..xD

PS: my bio teachers now knows I like Chris
isn't that lovely? :[
[she saw me staring at him & she was like looking at me all like "awww" crapp]
PPS: Which can't be bad cuz like..my english teacher knows I like Roger
so she always puts my seat by his. ALWAYS. =D

swing, swing, from the tangles of...

my heart is
crushed by
a former love

LRC: William came back! :] yayayayayayayay. xD
ENGLISH: we took a test. it wasn't thaaat hard.
MATH: another test. I did..KINDA good on it? :D
GYM: we did this fun thing in gym. yes, we are
still swimming. we have these things where like
we have these objects and we have to get all of
our members on it. I had to ride a noodle. ohya,
how cool. lmfao. I had a life jacket on though, so
I was fun. we won the game, too. this one guy
rolled off my back. omg it was so terrible! but
Megan was in my group, so it was fun! haha
LSC: I worked on my english hw. the end of class
comes and then some random teacher came in.
she was like "wow, that's a lot of students." I
was still packing and he was like.. "Yes, but I like
this one the most" *points to me* "She always
does her homework, she gets good grades, she's
a hard worker, never causes any trouble" I was like.. ":D?" xD
LUNCH: no green jacket guy. come backkkk.
I miss staring at you during lunch! there's no
one else to stare atttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt! XD
WEB DESIGN: last day to finish our website. already finished it.
GLOBAL CONNECTIONS: some really really really big packet.
BIOLOGY: some fun lab..thing..yeah..test on tuesday.
HOMEWORK: english. biology.
LISTENING TO: Gives You Hell-The All American Rejects

can you help me find
a way to carry on again?

hold your head high heavy heart,

so take a chance,
& make it big cause
it's the last you'll
ever get.

LRC: no William. depressing. :(

ENGLISH: the alchemist sucked. we have a test on it tomorrow.
MATH: hard stuff. I ALMOST finished the hw. almost.

GYM: basketball. swimming. yay. >.>

LSC: I got help with math...

LUNCH: stared at green jacket guy. he's around my height. :D

WEB DESIGN: blogging and typing this?
GLOBAL CONNECTIONS: we have a test. *WATCHES

SELF FAIL TEST* I'm barellly passing it anyway

but it'll pwn..with my new cobra buddy. XD

BIOLOGY: no clue what we're doing in there..

LISTENING TO: The Phrase That Pays-The Academy Is...

great song. :D

I guess I always knew..

..that I always had the
strength to make it through

LRC: we checked our grades. I'm doing fine...
it was so funny. I was walking back to my seat
and I ACCIDENTLY-isweartogod..accidently-STEPPED
ON TIM'S SHOE. AND HE FUCKIN SPAZZZZZZZZZZZED.
hahaha. and then William had baby pictures. I was looking
at them. HE WAS SUCH A CUTE LITTLE BABY!! AWWWW
ENGLISH: we got our paragraphs back. I got an A on it! :D
I finished the Curious Incident Of The Dog In The Night-Time.
Now I'm reading the next Clique book. [Invasion Of The Boy Snatchers]
MATH: review sheet. homework. I finished it.
GYM: I watched everyone play games. David STILL tries
to fucking talk to me. leave me the fuck alone, David.
LSC: we had to write a journal.
LUNCH: ohmyfreakinggod. it's warm today. so I wasn't
wearing my North Face. and...green jacket guy wasn't wearing
his green jacket. he was wearing some black shirt. I was trying
to see what was on it, but I couldn't.. xD
[i'mgonnabepissedifhe'sanothershawn...]
WEB DESIGN: I almost finished my web site. =D
GLOBAL CONNECTIONS: uhh..not much. xD
Grant [thisonehotguythatremindsmeoffred]: "I SWEAR TO GOD!"
Noah [thisoneguythatremindsmeofthepennynoah] "You shouldn't swear to God"
Maddie [myfriendfromenglish] "YEAH. YOU TELL HIM NOAH. SINCE YOU'RE
LIKE...HOLY AND ALL"
Grant: "What?"
Maddie: "He's like..NOAH. HE'S LIKE..A GOD!"
Grant: *laughs hysterically*
Noah: "oh yeah, Maddie..I haven't heard that
one before.. At least you didn't mention
NOAH'S ARK!"
Me: *laughs*
BIOLOGY: biology was fun. Delaney and I were annoying
the shit out of Mirik.

Delaney: "DO YA LIKE WAFFLES?"
Me: "YA WE LIKE WAFFLES!"
Delaney: "DO YA LIKE PANCAKES?"
Me: "YA WE LIKE PANCAKES!"
Delaney: "DO YA LIKE FRENCH TOAST?"
Me: "YA WE LIKE FRENCH TOAST!"
Delaney and I: "DODODO. CAN'T WAIT TO GET A MOUTHFUL!
WAFFLES! WAFFLES! DODODODO. CAN'T WAIT TO GET A MOUTHFUL!"
Mirik: "wtf...you two are soooo weird.."
<15>
Delaney: "DO YA LIKE WAFFLES? YA WE LIKE WAFFLES.
DO YA LIKE PANCAKES? YA WE LIKE PANCAKES!"
me: *laughs hysterically* hahaha. xD

HOMEWORK: english.
LISTENING TO: the waffle song. duh.
PS: I'm leaving for MO on Saturday. I'm coming back on Monday.
So I won't be on..how sad, I know. :(

bigblackhorse&acherrytree

I can't quite get there 'cause my heart's forsaken me
Big black horse and a cherry tree...

LRC: I was looking at William a lot.
And well, he was getting in trouble
for not doing anything.
Teacher: "Get a book out."
Him: "I don't have a book."
Teacher: "Then read the newspaper."
Him: "What newspaper?"
Teacher: "I don't know. Find a newspaper.
Read the sports section."
Him: "I don't like sports"
[*HUGSWILLIAM*]
Me: "OKAY.." *gets book out of
my backpack and walks over
to William's desk*
*gives him the book*
William: *stares at me*
Me: *walks back to my seat*
"THERE! NOW READ THE
BOOK!"
Teacher: "THANK YOU, Allison"
Me: :D
William: "This doesn't sound like a good book.."
Me: "READ IT!"
Teacher: "YEAH! READ THE FIRST CHAPTER!"
William: "Fine, fine. I will." *reads first chapter*
<15>
"OKAY! I READ THE FIRST CHAPTER! now what?"
Teacher: "There's 25 minutes left. Read more."
William: "WHAT?!!? I'll just read the back over and over."
Me: *laughs*
ENGLISH: not much. boring stuff...
MATH: fucking two-sided worksheet. there was 42 problems. I got 20 wrong.
See, A LOT of people got a lot of problems wrong. tomorrow's a 4 day weekend.
and he's giving us a huge-ass fucking packet. jackass. tomorrow we have a test, too.
GYM: I told him. I told David we're not going to turnabout. I said that there's a family thing
I have to do. (WHICH ISN'T A LIE!)
LSC: I finished my math homework
LUNCH: I ATE. xD OH, and green jacket guy was looking at me today. XD
WEB DESIGN: we did a project builder..I finished it. (: test tomorrow. oshit.
GLOBAL CONNECTIONS: boring stuff.
BIOLOGY: worksheets. packets. yeah.

alliwannadoisbewithyou,bewithyou

There's nothing we can't do,
just wanna be with you, only you

♥[Matt Prokop]♥

LRC: we had a SUB. omg, so many damn subs!
:( Tim talked to me though. and William said
HI to me. :D :D :D :D :D (ya, I know, I'm that
stupid) XD
ENGLISH: we wrote a paragraph about what stops dreams.
I wrote about discouragement. In the middle of class some hot
emo guy came walking in..and he was staring at me and smiled. He sat
right behind me, too. :D :D :D
BEFORE MATH: I was walking to Math..and I saw this one guy.
I don't know his name. We don't have any classes together.
We have lunch, but that doesn't count. I call him green-jacket guy.
He always wears a green jacket. He looks like a William..but I
think every long-haired guy is a William. [William Beckett♥]
MATH: stupid 50 problem double sided worksheet.
GYM: I took the LONG way to avoid David. This is first day
on Operation: Ignore David..or OID for short. xD He's super
annoying though. blah. Cecy and I were talking about our crushes-a
guy asked her to turnabout, too..she said yes. BUT he already bought tickets.
David didn't even bother to BUY tickets..soyah.
Cecy: "I know what you're feeling though."
Me: "What do you mean?"
Cecy: "Jesus [PROUNCED HAY-ZEUS THOUGH, FYI] is being all weird.
Like he's ALWAYS around me. I think both of 'our' guys are
2 words: Obsessed and Clingy."
Me: "I'm kinda clingy, too.."
Cecy: "Not you! I mean HIMMMM"
Me: "I know. He is..I mean, I want space. I don't even like him anymore."
Cecy: "Yeah, I can see why. Have you told him.."
Me: "NO! I can't!"
Cecy: "You HAVE to. If you don't wanna go, that is."
Me: "I know. I will."
--
We were playing some stupid soccer game. D:< I went on another team
opposite from David's. I think he likes this other loudmouth girl. TG.
PLEASEMOVEON,DAVID! srsly. I'd be soo happy if he did. I don't
want a relationship. My parents won't let me date anyway..not at my age.
LSC: I finished my math..and some of my english [we're reading the alchemist]
LUNCH: I talked to Paige again, today. :D
WEB DESIGN: we finished chapter5. one more chapter and we're done
with Adobe dreamweaver..and I need to think of a website idea.
[ANY IDEAS?!]
GLOBAL CONNECTIONS: sucked. social contract. blahblahblah. D:
It went up from a 63 to a 65 though. Yay? xD
BIOLOGY: HOLYSHIT. we had this really crazy sub. OMG. I hate her.
She's so stupid! D= she saw me and waved at me. I was like *HIDES*
Delaney and I had fun messing with Mirik's stuff. whatever..I can't spell his name!
hahaha. Delaney and I got his #! It was in his assignment notebook. xD
HOMEWORK: english. I'll do it in lrc. XD
LISTENING TO: A Night To Remember-HSM3 Soundtrack

william beckett

sexiest gay man alive.
yes, even sexier than
Anthony Rapp.
♥