this is the moment that we will come alive

brace yourself for love,

ever had one of those days where you just KNOW
that today is gonna be a good day? well, today
was one of those days. :D
LRC: Billy gave me a piece of gum! (:
ENGLISH: research.
MATH: some other easy thing. :D
oh and I told Ashley about Jack, too. xD
GYM: some crab game. idk. D:
LSC: homework. read.
LUNCH: I talked to Paige.
WEB DESIGN: my computer for web design
got a virus. oh noz. so I had to sit by some
other random kid. XD
AFTER WEB DESIGN, BEFORE GLOBAL: I knew..I just..KNEW
in my heart that I was going to see Will today. and I did..he walked
past me today. he got a haircuttttt. it's messed up now. *sigh* so sad.
GLOBAL CONNECTIONS: it was interesting.
we talked about propaganda and Hitler Youth.
it was pretty cool. :D plus, I talked A LOT today.
BIOLOGY: we did this bigg packet the entire time. o_o
DELANEY WAS BACK, THOUGH! my bestest bio buddy. (:
LISTENING TO: Secret Valentine-We the Kings (duh)

sweet love, secret love♥

cause I'd die for you

on skyway avenue♥

BEFORE SCHOOL: *spazzattack* I. SAW.
JOEEEEEEEEEEE. omgomgomg. but David was
theretooo..like later on by his locker.. ew.... =[
LRC: stupid sub. D:
ENGLISH: I made Roger happy by trading topics for a project. (:
MATH: uhh..easy stuff, actually.. =D
GYM: we had to walk 3000 steps. or run. whatever
you have to do to get to 3000 steps. oh & David still likes me
I think. omg. he asked me what I was doing this weekend.
D: eww I. hate. him. so. fucking. much. D:<< LSC: read.
LUNCH: uhm. not much? XD
WEB DESIGN: We..did project builders & I finished BOTH of them.
GLOBAL CONNECTIONS: New seat! :D in the fronnnnnnnnt. WOOOO
BIOLOGY: no Delaney. very very sad... =[
LISTENING TO: Hot N Cold-Katy Perry
PS: I'm talking to Will & Jack now. pwned. XD

so pick your posion [part 2: 3/25/09]

& pour yourself
a glass, oh, oh
I, I, still feel
the same..I, I...

AFTER WEB DESIGN, BEFORE GLOBAL: I..didn't see Will. I thought
I would, but..I didn't. :/
GLOBAL CONNECTIONS: we talked about
Schindler's List. XD
BIOLOGY: I had to go to some other..room..IDK
but I checked there and like
that room didn't exist.. C323, but she meant
B232. I was late for bio. owellll. Delaney
wasn't there either...

these are the fast
tiiiiiiiiiiiiiimes, these are
the fast tiiiiiiiiiiiiiimes(:

:/

I shouldn't be on.
I'm in Web Design.

LRC: not much. Tim said he liked my hair though. O_O

ENGLISH: quiz.

MATH: worksheets.

GYM: catching.

LUNCH: sucked. I spent the entire time

crying in the bathroom. When I came back,
for a few minutes..I was standing there
at the table..but..no one saw me and cared.
so I just looked at green jacket guy for a sec
and then I went back into the bathroom.
Then I stared crying again.. =/

WEB DESIGN: right now..typing

this pathetic blog. and after that

I have to see Will. olord. D:

editt: I was doing this with people that COULD have been watching me,
so I couldn't be that specific. xD

the list..is life

♥

LRC: not much.
ENGLISH: we took a quiz and then LOCKDOWN
ohnozzzz. XD then we got to skip the quiz, yay. (:
but my bitch english teacher changed our seats. mine isn't
near Roger's anymore. =[
SCHINDLER'S LIST: I sat at Katie
and Paige's table while we ate. xD I SAW
WILL! [aka William #2] I SAW HIM WHILE I WAS
GETTING MY FOOD AND THEN I SAW HIM AFTER I
WAS GETTING MY FOOD! AND..AND..WE WERE
SITTING IN THE SAME ROW (but he was on the right hand side,
and I was on the left..) so I was staring at him a lot. :D

okay, so, uhm..about that movie...it's not great. I didn't like it.
too much killings. hangings. lots of shootings.. =[

PS: I figured out Will/William2 has a fb. I added him. =D

'cause I'm living in fast forward

hillbilly rockstar
outta control :]

LRC: hmmmm..not much. :x
Tim was like.. "I love
everyone here....except
Allison and Billy. they're heartless."
psh. we'll be heartless together
*rolleyes* XD
ENGLISH: we were in the library,
but I saw Roger walk to the classroom
so I followed him and I told him that
we weren't in the classroom.
[I KNOW. CAN YOU FUCKIN BELIEVE IT?
I ACTUALLY TALKED TO HIM! xD]
Me: "I think we're in the library today.."
Roger: "I don't know.."
Me: "I'm gonna go check the door. Yeah, it says library."
Roger: " 'kay."
I'M SO PROUD OF MYSELF. =D
MATH: half the people weren't here.
I couldn't find my homework. I KNOW
THAT I DID IT. I SWEAR..ugh. whatever.
GYM: we did push up & sit up testing.
David tried talking to me afterwards. :x
I got a "exceeds" for sit ups & a "average"
for push ups. xD
LSC: we read. I got a new book called
someone like you by Sarah Dessen.
It's pretty good so far. =D
LUNCH: half the people weren't there, either.
[they were watching Schindler's list]
but green jacket guy wasn't. he was still
there. he kept on staring at me. I couldn't
eat cause of it. (I hate it when people
stare at me while I eat..even though I do
the same thing. xDD)
WEB DESIGN: lesson stuff.
AFTER WEB DESIGN BUT BEFORE GLOBAL: I. saw. WILLIAM! =D
[he's this one guy who had a crush on me who reminds me of William
Beckett..I was in the nurse's office cause I got hit in the face with a basketball
yeahhh..don't ask :x but my mom said that he went to my mom's register
one day and asked her if I was okay. I was like "awww"]
GLOBAL CONNECTIONS: oholyfck. quiz. FAILLLLED IIIIIT.
BIOLOGY: Delaney and I were like so hyper. xD
We were singing the waffle song. Again. =D
HOMEWORK: math.
LISTENING TO: nothing. :O
SONG STUCK IN MY HEAD: trouble-nevershoutnever!

we'll write a song that turns out the lights...

when both boy and girl start
suddenly shaking inside♥

LRC: my lrc teacher wasn't here today. aw.
ENGLISH: we...read. and talked about the book.
MATH: we did target make-ups.. (for like things
we didn't get, we got an extra chance to get a better
grade for it..) I didn't get enough time to finish it
so I was gonna finish it in LSC.
GYM: I did that hoops for heart thing! (:
a lot of people did, actually. haha. I suckkk
at basketball, though. I was in Katie's,
Paige's, and Tyler's little "group" (I always
wanted to be in their group. idk, they seem like
a good group..and I know all of them well
except for Tyler..but their 'leader' hates me
for some reason. :/ I wanted to join
their relay for life group but ALEX is going
to be there and I don't think she wants me
to be there. :(
LSC: I was working on my make-up..thing. yeah. boring. =[
LUNCH: holyfuckingshit. I just saw my WORST FUCKING NIGHTMARE.
today. at lunch. D:< I WAS WALKING TO MY USUAL TABLE, YOU KNOW,
WHERE I GET IGNORED AND STUFF! AND..HOLYFUCK! HI SHAWN
WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU IN MY AREA BY MY LUNCH TABLE GETTING
FOOD? SHOULDN"T YOU BE CUTTING YOURSELF? I saw him and I was like
"OFUCK!" terrible. I almost threw up, too...
[maybe I really am like Melinda.. >.>]
WEB DESIGN: free day.
GLOBAL CONNECTIONS: finishing that reading packet.
Grant read it though, so it was really easy. just listening. XD
BIOLOGY: some-creepy/scary/fucked-up bio teacher
was here today. I hate her. stupid lazy/should be retired sub!
Delaney and I wrote on Mirik's bell ringer. She wrote
"DO YA LIKE WAFFLES?
DO YA LIKE PANCAKES?
DO YA LIKE FRENCH TOAST?"
I was like "WAIT! YOU DIDN'T FINISH THE SONGGGGG, DELANEYYYYYYY!"
SO. I wrote:
"YA WE LIKE WAFFLES!
YA WE LIKE PANCAKES!
YA WE LIKE FRENCH TOAST!
DODODO. CAN"T WAIT TO GET A MOUTHFUL!"
Mirik was like "What the fuck did you do to my bellringer?!?!"
I was like "Nothinggg. DELANEY AND I WROTE. THE BEST SONG. EVER.
ON YOUR PAPER!"
He was like "YEAH BUT MY PARENTS ARE GONNA BE LIKE 'what the fuckkk?!
french toast? wtffffffffffff' " I was like "YOUR PROBLEM. NOT MINE"
:D